what a life

Being single is the best way you can enjoy ur life .
Drinking like a monster
Party like a rockstar
And muchmuch fun things outhere .

And now I'm thinking like ,mybe he's not for me .
We can't walking together if everysingleday we always like dis dis dis . :s

And fogodsake i still hate you and ur girls . Fak you .

I wish ,i can walking alone without you and without crying .iwish i can .

I wish you can respect me .

And i wish i can hate you i can forget you and i can kill you .

blah !

I'm so so so tirreedd of everylittlething .
So ,where's my cutter ? :s

:)

I love today !

fairytale

Smile like you're so fine .
Laughing like there's no more tears .
Kissing like he's d only one you can kiss .

And sleeping like tmrow is your best day ever !

More bigger !

Sooo
Hahhaha
Wat should i do ?
Cut my hand ? -done
Black out with friends ? - done
Crying every night ? - done
Lookin for another guy ? - ah done .

Wat should i do ?
Killing her ?
I will .hahahah

I'm just a normal girl , with a tinnyyy heart .
I'm not a mother theresa or some wonderwomen .
I just can't stand up and saying "oh I'm ok everyone ,i can handle this"

Sometime i wish i never knoe him .never meet him .
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All i knoe is ,I'm so fukin mes-ap !

I've fight w/ almost all my friends ,just bcse i wanna get bek with him .
Just show me dat I'm right .

And yea , I'm still here . Next to you mbeb :')

how i hate them

Everysingle time i rmber bout him and all his girls thing .
I just wanna hurt my self .
I wish i can kill 'em .i really wish .

For you hey you bitch .
Just fuck your pussy ! Slut .

i feel grey !

I feel so grey , feel blue , even black mybe .
Much quez in my head like ,can i ? Should i ? This is real ? He's gone ? Seriouslly ? And muchmuchmuch more .
And i can't find the answ .
When i thinking bout my future , i see him .
Know i can't imgn bout my future , cos i scre i didn't see him .
I still love you ,verry verry fall for you .
Its like , you're sugar for my tea .
Without you ,my life is never sweet like this .
I miss you T :')