what a life

Being single is the best way you can enjoy ur life .
Drinking like a monster
Party like a rockstar
And muchmuch fun things outhere .

And now I'm thinking like ,mybe he's not for me .
We can't walking together if everysingleday we always like dis dis dis . :s

And fogodsake i still hate you and ur girls . Fak you .

I wish ,i can walking alone without you and without crying .iwish i can .

I wish you can respect me .

And i wish i can hate you i can forget you and i can kill you .

blah !

I'm so so so tirreedd of everylittlething .
So ,where's my cutter ? :s

:)

I love today !

fairytale

Smile like you're so fine .
Laughing like there's no more tears .
Kissing like he's d only one you can kiss .

And sleeping like tmrow is your best day ever !

More bigger !

Sooo
Hahhaha
Wat should i do ?
Cut my hand ? -done
Black out with friends ? - done
Crying every night ? - done
Lookin for another guy ? - ah done .

Wat should i do ?
Killing her ?
I will .hahahah

I'm just a normal girl , with a tinnyyy heart .
I'm not a mother theresa or some wonderwomen .
I just can't stand up and saying "oh I'm ok everyone ,i can handle this"

Sometime i wish i never knoe him .never meet him .
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All i knoe is ,I'm so fukin mes-ap !

I've fight w/ almost all my friends ,just bcse i wanna get bek with him .
Just show me dat I'm right .

And yea , I'm still here . Next to you mbeb :')

how i hate them

Everysingle time i rmber bout him and all his girls thing .
I just wanna hurt my self .
I wish i can kill 'em .i really wish .

For you hey you bitch .
Just fuck your pussy ! Slut .

i feel grey !

I feel so grey , feel blue , even black mybe .
Much quez in my head like ,can i ? Should i ? This is real ? He's gone ? Seriouslly ? And muchmuchmuch more .
And i can't find the answ .
When i thinking bout my future , i see him .
Know i can't imgn bout my future , cos i scre i didn't see him .
I still love you ,verry verry fall for you .
Its like , you're sugar for my tea .
Without you ,my life is never sweet like this .
I miss you T :')

i feel so random !

random feeling

p.s : i love you :')

ok i've so much uneg2 here .
oke i'll start with my Bf . hahahahahhaha
sooo , jahahha
he's nice he's good he's smart he's lovely . i like him i love him .
but sometimes i just wanna kill him . just it . lol

*mendadak emosi*
hahahaha

i dont know how or what type of realitionship he want to use know , sometimes i just cant get wht he want .
ah ya , sapa sih yg suka di banding2in ?

he always say like "eh km klo masak kurang ini ini itu sana sini blablablablablabalbalbalbalablablabla blajar gih sama si **** "
oh man , im like hey FUCK YOU ! yu never knoe how im trying to cook this fukin shitt for you . i just wanna you say THANK YOU . dats all ass .
for sure i never cook for my ex before , for him i try to make him proud . but he never look from my side .

itu cuman one of my old probms sih .
and dy uda ga perna ngmgin masala itu lagi YA IYA LA , di empet . bleh --"

and one thing yg saya benci banget dari si dia ini , he always act like " oh iya emang aku yg salah . km ngga " FUCK YOU HONEY , stop it .
klo salah ya udah salah aja ga usa kaya gt deh .
people always judge me like " ihhh pris itu loh kasarr sama cowony , cowonya itu loh baikkk , sweet ngajak ke bali la jadian d bali lahhhh , pas valentine d kasin ring . omgg so sweet how lucky sih si slut itu . " - "ahh tau ga , si prisil itu clubingan , blablablabla "
and yeah yeah yeah like always . gue setan nya and teddy angel nya . ga kaget .

ANDDDDDDDDDDDDDD thanks too my superb girl MELYTA hahaha , she remind me thooo teddy's ex . called her hmmmmm tazmania . right mel ? LOL ok , joke . call her L .
i knw bout L ini benernya sih ya dari si teddy nya . sapa lagi .
lagi enak2 dinner and im talking bout PMS . laki gue si charming s angel si nice and alll good things dengan bangga nya ambil henponnya and show me something . yu knw wat ,yup L's blog bout them . nice . i just dont wanna read i just dont wanna know dontt wannna hurt . why yu do this . why .
have i show yu my pic with my ex ? yu wanna see ? oh honey i can show yu ALL my pics with my ex . and ma fukin boys . so fuck off .
back to topic , di blog nya si L ini she wirte bout HOW NICE NYA TEDDY how good how sweet how how how how housiang hausiang ~~~ lalala ~ hahaha
and ada pic nya mreka b2 :'(
idk wat yu want from me . or i should say "omgggg ur ex sooo pretty ! like yu said kaya bule loh " orrr like this "my babe ure so sweet with ur gf ? kog dy bisa cheating sih ?" or mybe "babe , sama aku kamu juga harus kaya gitu loh !"

really idk wat should i do .

he always talking bout marriage . something i just wonderring , do you really love me honey ?
or you just wanna show ur ex that you can life without her .

P.S : I love you

GRANNY

really reaaly really miss my granny :')
ure the best granny ever !
havefun there . we love you . verrryy much !

randomlife

i dont know what should i writteee or tell you here .
just missing my blogger .
anyway ,
remember bout my granny ? shes sick .
and still sick ..
can you guys help her ? simple , just pray for Her , please :)

anihooo ,hahah
today is our 2month anniiv . :p
with no celebrtn , no kiss , no hug , no holding hand , and pst pst ~ no makingout . LOLLLL
just with a lil bit mad with him .
whyyy always about your.fuking.night.life.
ohforGodsake ~ i think you've know me so well . we meet up every single day . but im wrong . i guess . you dont .
dissapointed .

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR :)

well, im gonna say , ' HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR ' for all chinese in the world! hahaha

The most fuckedup chinese newyear is , yep ! this year !

Godbless ma' superb women please . yeah i called her superb granny:)

We love love love love love love you soo much granny ! really :)

Morning post :)

This morning post i dedicate to Mr.T
hahahahha ! although i knoe yu never read this post .lol
You never know how much i love you , and with you im start to thinking bout my future :)
i wish you ware born for me :)

randomind !

Sometimes, it's good if you dont know bout he's /she's past .
many people judge someone from him/her past .
yeah i knoe ,this is so fcukin random ! lol

GREAT 2011 !!

Soooo~ hahahhaa wassap ! hahaha
ok, i knoe I owe so much stories to you all .. andd , i'll share some stories here :))
hmm ~ so far ,,man i've a little lucky in this year (2011) !
i meet the fukin nice and sweet friends ~ i called 'em CCC ~ means ,'cami cuka coyote' LOL .
really i love 'em morethan you guys thinking about . hahahaha , i knoe 'em mybe just for a 5 or myb 6month .but i feel like a hundreds years ! hauahuah

And guess what ! hahaha
i meet ma' man :)
my perfect man :)
he's TEDDY HANDOKO ,but just call him arab ! hahaha
,thats his nickname :p

ahh , remeber the superb cute and sweet girl . my bestbestbest shopping ,gossiping and clubbing (ex club) partner ! yepp ~ she's FEBRINA ADIPUTRA


she just give birth, a babygirl .
the baby's name is : EVE FELICIA BUDIMAN
and yu guys should see her ,, SOOOOO CUTEEE REALLLYYY !!! HAHAH

Hmm ~ soo what else ? hahahha
really , tooo much story here ! and i really wanttt to write my story here buutt its toooo tooo tooo tooo much ! mberry mbeerry much ! hahaha

ahya !!
i've my own studio :)
say congrats to me :p :p :p



ah ! i'll share some pic here :)



i miss her so badly ! febrina adiputra :)





LIE FAMILY ~ I LOVE LOVE LOVE MY SUPER FAMILY !!





My only one :)




MY SUPERB FRIENDS :) ~ i called 'em CCC members ! hahaha

ma 4th tattoo

hey ! i'll show you guys ma' new one .. ahaha :))

ma 4th tattoo ,
yeah , wording again . but i loovee it !









" Dieu ne pouvait pas être partout, alors il a créé les mères "

priscillia july 2010 :)

mix max !

HELLO :))
er ~ I feel like the centuries didn't open this blog ! ahhahaha
lagi feelin'so fawking bored aja sihh .. nothing to do .
....
....
i dont know what should i tell here .
too many stories , but a lot of annoying things that happened lately . so ~

okk ,
Let's start with ...hmm oknum B or S ? LOL
ok forget it, I'll not be told here .

I'll tell you a little about things that are annoying lately .

1. my new maid is an idiot and coquettish

2. Riyan's Gf hates me . oh mygodd . me and riyan ? we're bestfriend .that's all .
i never had a idea to take yourman madame . chhilllout .

etc ~ bah ~ hahaa

BTW ~

I just got a text message from ma cousin ,she said my aunt will give birth within a few hours away!
praying for ya! :)

F for Freedom !

FREEDOM

wings

every human being endowed with one wing on the back of the body. the man on the right, and women on the left.
if we want to see a more beautiful sky scene, we must have a pair of wings to fly. that's because people are competing to find a suitable partner, to fly together.

but, if at the time was flying wings were not similar, then we will fall before they reach the highest heavens. of course, our wings will hurt, but time can heal

until one day, we will find a partner who has similar wings.
with people that we're going to fly, soar into the sky, enjoying the most beautiful scenery ever.